“New Attitude” … that’s what I’m looking for (and have been for as
long as I’ve been a CHRIST follower it seems) … and I think maybe I’ve finally found
it in a little bit of Scripture teaching from Romans Chapter 4 – as learned in
our adult Sunday School class.
I believe (and have for a long time) that JESUS is GOD’s
Son and (based
on my profession of faith as such) my LORD and SAVIOR, that HE was crucified
and buried and rose again, and that HE now sits at the right hand of the FATHER
waiting for the rest of the story to play out – in GOD’s timing of course! But I have struggled for years with moving
that knowledge from my head to my heart; because (and I know you will all be surprised by this) I am far from
perfect … and I sin … all the time.
And that sin constantly moves me away from
GOD – don’t take that as GOD moving away from me because HE doesn’t (HE does not love me
more when I am good nor less when I sin … HE just plain loves me … and you too!); my sin separates me
from GOD because I stop focusing on HIM and who HE is and what HE’s done (because of what I’ve
done). This is where repentance comes in ... when I
confess, and say I’m sorry, GOD forgives me ... always.
Okay, now we’re getting to the “struggle” I mentioned
earlier. Theoretically, I get all
that: I sin, move away from GOD, feel
bad about what I’ve done, and so I repent, and then become forgiven. Wait for it … but I don’t always feel
forgiven, and that (I think)
has been the problem. I’ve been trying
to live up to a standard that was never even intended for me. Let me explain … or better yet, let’s let
Romans Chapter 4 explain it. My personal comments will follow the bolded
paragraphs of Scripture.
“Abraham was, humanly speaking, the founder of our Jewish nation. What
did he discover about being made right with God? If
his good deeds had made him acceptable to God, he would have had something to
boast about. But that was not God’s way.
For the Scriptures tell
us, ‘Abraham believed God, and God counted him as righteous because of his
faith.’”
GOD
counts me righteous because of my belief (my faith) in
HIM – not because of anything I have (or have not) done
– but because of everything CHRIST (GOD) has
done.
“When
people work, their wages are not a gift, but something they have earned. But
people are counted as righteous, not because of their work, but because of
their faith in God who forgives sinners. David also
spoke of this when he described the happiness of those who are declared
righteous without working for it: ‘Oh,
what joy for those whose disobedience is forgiven, whose sins are put out of
sight. Yes, what joy for those whose
record the Lord has cleared of sin.’”
My
faith (my belief) in GOD and what HE has done – and is
doing, and will do – for me is what makes me righteous (keeps me
in right standing with HIM). I don’t have to try and work for GOD’s
forgiveness, I just have to turn to HIM trusting (and
believing) that HE will do what HE promised as declared
in HIS Word. HIS faithfulness brings me
to faith and keeps me there … and can I tell you, that is a “joyful”
thought!
“Now, is
this blessing only for the Jews, or is it also for uncircumcised Gentiles? Well,
we have been saying that Abraham was counted as righteous by God because of his
faith. But how did this happen? Was he counted as righteous
only after he was circumcised, or was it before he was circumcised? Clearly,
God accepted Abraham before he was circumcised!”
Jew
or Gentile, circumcised or not, we are all the same (righteous
in GOD’s sight) if we have faith like Abraham.
“Circumcision
was a sign that Abraham already had faith and that God had already accepted him
and declared him to be righteous – even before he was circumcised. So Abraham
is the spiritual father of those who have faith but have not been circumcised.
They are counted as righteous because of their faith. And
Abraham is also the spiritual father of those who have been circumcised, but
only if they have the same kind of faith Abraham had before he was circumcised.”
Circumcision
is still a sign of faith, but it is the circumcision of the heart (a heart
that’s been broken by the things that break GOD’s heart … one that wants to do
what’s right as specified in the Bible) that counts toward
righteousness with GOD. Abraham didn’t
yet have the “law” (Ten
Commandments and then some) but his faith in GOD
makes him my – and yours, if you’re a follower of JESUS CHRIST – spiritual
father.
“Clearly,
God’s promise to give the whole earth to Abraham and his descendants was based
not on his obedience to God’s law, but on a right relationship with God that
comes by faith. If God’s promise is only for those who obey the law,
then faith is not necessary and the promise is pointless. For the law always brings punishment on those who try to obey it.
(The only way to avoid breaking the law is to have no law to break!)”
Did
you catch that … “If God’s promise is only for those who obey the
law, then faith is not necessary and the promise is pointless.” The promise is not about keeping the law … it
is about Abraham’s – and ultimately mine and yours – faith. I am not under the law, I never have
been. That was not the Covenant that GOD
made with Abraham, and thereby not with me as I am a spiritual child of
his. I am part of the promise given to
Abraham by the LORD for future followers of CHRIST. (My relationship with
GOD, JESUS, and the HOLY SPIRIT is based on faith.) Don’t you think that is totally amazing? I am free from the law – and believe me, when
you’ve broken every
commandment and have lived with guilt and shame for your entire life, it’s very
freeing to find out that the heavy yoke I’ve been carrying was not what GOD had
intended. Hallelujah!
That
doesn’t mean we aren’t to try and live a life pleasing to the LORD, because we
are – remember what HIS Word says: we’re
to bring glory and honor and praise and thanksgiving to HIM and we can’t do
that when we’re only living for ourselves.
Love the LORD with all your heart, soul, mind, and strength … and love
your neighbor – which is anybody you come in contact with – as yourself.
“So the
promise is received by faith. It is given as a free gift. And we are all
certain to receive it, whether or not we live according to the law of Moses, if
we have faith like Abraham’s. For Abraham is the father of all who believe. That
is what the Scriptures mean when God told him, ‘I have made you the father of
many nations.’ This happened because Abraham believed in the God who brings the
dead back to life and who creates new things out of nothing.”
This
promise is GOD’s faithfulness to me, brought to life by my faith in HIM. I am a new creation ... the old has gone, the
new has come. GOD picked me out of the
miry clay of my sin, and sent me soaring to new life through faith in HIM … I
am forgiven, I am set free.
“Even when
there was no reason for hope, Abraham kept hoping—believing that he would
become the father of many nations. For God had said to him, ‘That’s how many
descendants you will have!’ And Abraham’s faith did not weaken, even though, at
about 100 years of age, he figured his body was as good as dead—and so was
Sarah’s womb.”
I
have been hopeless, and I have almost given up everything; but now I’m thinking
differently. I have a “new
attitude”.
“Abraham
never wavered in believing God’s promise. In fact, his faith grew stronger, and
in this he brought glory to God. He was fully convinced that God
is able to do whatever he promises. And because of
Abraham’s faith, God counted him as righteous. And when
God counted him as righteous, it wasn’t just for Abraham’s benefit. It was
recorded for our benefit, too, assuring us that God
will also count us as righteous if we believe in him, the one who raised Jesus
our Lord from the dead. He was handed over to die
because of our sins, and he was raised to life to make us right with God.”
What a great Chapter of Scripture … what a
wonderful proclamation for those who follow CHRIST. You too, can be free from the yoke of sin if
you put your faith in JESUS CHRIST and begin a life-long exploration of what it
means to walk with, and live for, the LORD.
Thanks for hanging in there with me, I know
this is a long segment; but don’t go yet.
I want to give you a little bit of an update on my marathon training
program. It’s going along pretty well
since I switched to a Jeff Galloway plan – a bit slower perhaps, but I’m getting
it done! And that’s what counts,
right?
This week I’m up to 25 minutes (alternating walking
and running)
at level 2 on my treadmill. I’m building
slowly – 5 minute increase each week with a difficulty level increase each
month. I know, it doesn’t sound like
much, and it isn’t if you’re already in great shape, not significantly
overweight, or uhmm … how shall I say it … old.
Anyway, it’s working. I’m even thinking
of picking up an extra workout in the late afternoons on some days to increase
my fat-burning potential. We’ll see …
Let’s see … what else is going on … I am feeling better (I seem to have finally shaken my sinus infection; and my blood pressured meds have leveled out). I have
two weeks left of a Women’s Bible Study Group that I’ve been leading – thought provoking,
challenging, sometimes annoying … and that’s just the women! NOT! … I’m actually
referring to the material and the presenters!
(Just
seeing if you’re paying attention Linsey as I think you’re the only one who
reads this – maybe Dennis … and perhaps Sheila McCalmont too ;) No really ... I like my little group, we have
a lot of fun together; and the material (“The
Emotionally Healthy Woman” by Geri Scazzero) is pretty good too. I don’t agree with everything – or the way
everything is presented – but then again, that’s how it is with most
studies.
Since I can’t seem to come up with anything
else to say at the moment, I guess I’ll sign off. My next posting probably won’t be out until
right around Christmas, and that’s more than likely what it will be about. Stay tuned …
Lori <◦})><
Sharing life ...
sharing Christ
Oh good, my Jedi mind tricks still work. All day yesterday I kept thinking of you and your blog :)
ReplyDeleteI think you're comment could totally apply to us as a group ;) heehee. But definitely the study! It's been so good, though.
Great job on the training. Don't worry about how much easier that might be for other people. They aren't the ones running a marathon. I'm really excited for you. You've set a great goal and your plan is solid. Keep it up.
Hi Lori...just found your blog! I love this and can relate to so many of your posts. Thanks for the update on your training. I have been thinking about doing a marathon next year, so will have to check out Jeff Galloway training schedule as mentioned. I am totally cheering for you...keep it up!
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